Andy and Edie.

If I want to be a 'real' artist, I think I have to have my 'muse'.
Like Yoko ono and John lennon, Andy warhol had his muse Edie Sedgwick.
Since my sister came to New York, she has strongly recommanded me to watch the movie 'factory girl'.
I finally watched it today.

Andy Warhol is one of my favorite big stars, so I'm always curious how to make silkscreen works perfect like his...
I heard he was a gay, but I think he loved Edie when they worked together in Andy's factory.

The movie tells me about 'jealous' between a man and another man too.
Edie was so attractive girl, and she was from rich family.
She seemed that she had everything what other people want to have.
But inside of her, she had emptiness.....

For being a 'real' artist, I want to find my MUSE someday.
Unlike Andy and Edie, my life is so ordinary and featureless.
But I believe that someday my muse show up to me....^^

Finally... I went to bronx zoo!

I met Allie around 11 am today, and went to Vietnamese restaurant as first customers.
After pigging out the plates, I said " From now on, I'm not going to eat anything until August 31st."
That was really good and we are always on diet, but do you think did it work?? haha...

I was so looking forward to going to the bronx zoo since last summer, but I was so disappointed...

I've barely seen most animals.

Turtles and giraffes that I could only take pictures closely, as you can see the pictures.

We were supposed to draw animals there, but we couldn't even find a space to stay near by animals... a lot of people there....

I heard that one of handsome korean actors accidently died last night.

I cannot believe it.... I was a fan of him... He is only one year older than me...I knew that he worked really hard to make his dreams come true...

can't believe....

Audrina- my rival

While I live in New York, I found 2 favorite TV shows ; one is 'America's next top model' another is 'The Hills'.
My television channel has been settled no.20-MTV almost for 1 year, even thought I have to pay $30 more for including this channel.
Last summer, MTV was being televise 'ANTM' almost everyday, so I could watch one season in a day- from 8 am to 10 pm.- I didn't even go to the bathroom when I watched season 6.
At first, I was so excited to watch it because I was a huge fan of the show, but nowdays I'm finally fed up with listening Tyra's voice.- I know, of course, they will be in rerun forever.

Two days ago, I made a hard decision that I called Time Warner Cable to change my cable to basic channels.
It means I want to say good bye to MTV.

However, MTV is still running on my TV and 'The hills' is finally coming back!

I think 'the hills' is too commercial. It reminds me to watch 21C's 'Trueman show'.
However, the guys and girls in the show are very attractive and cute, so I couldn't quit watching the show.- even though MTV rerunned one episode 100 times in a week.

I found one girl named 'AUDRINA' from the show.
I don't know why I'm so jealious every time I saw her.
Lauren is soso,
Heidi is soso,
Whitney should lose weight,
Lo is little cute,
but Audrina makes me JEALOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Either she has unique looking than lauren and heidi, or she has 'Justin Bobby'

It is not envious - it is 'jealous'.
I cannot love her, but when I watch 'the hills', I found that my eyes are always fixed her.
" Is she so cute? is that why?"
It is true, but I don't want to admit it.

I think my jealous will be end when my television only show me basic channels.
but Audrina is still my rival...haha!!

D-16

I remember last april how much I was looking forward to having a loooooong summer vacation.

Two days ago, I got a 'Fall 2008 sticker' from SVA,and I realized that I have to get ready to go to the 'WAR' again.

My best friend Allie always said that " you are lucky cause you have one more year." and she finally decided that going to korea and japan to be an English teacher.

I had a lot of plans for this summer vacation, but I'm not sure I did all of them sucessfully.

However, I believe that this summer I gained a lot for my life.

also I lost few founds of my weight! - Is it good sign to be a skinny bitch??? haha.

My website is almost getting ready, but I'm still worried about it.

I should have made my business card after I making my website.- how fool I am.....

I'm so glad that I have one more year to attend SVA.

I can't believe I'm going to be a student of amazing artists in New York for next year!

and I'm also excited that I'm going to use illustration senior studio!!!^^

I hope I'm doing good for next year and always wish me luck!